Janeytwo
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On a more serious note though, my inability to say "no" cost me two children. In that way, it is heartwrenching.
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And how we regret that.. and how we punish ourselves..
And we need to forgive ourselves.. need it’s a need.. so we can just get on with it..
The rest of our lives..
And it is like the gifts.. we try and do it perfect.. but we can’t.. circumstances dictate a lot..
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I have always liked the 12th Step. Carrying the message to others. That's what we're doing in here isn't it? Carrying a message of freedom and hope to those women like us. Such a good thing that.
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Codependency is my core learning.. I do not addict on food or drugs or whatever any more.. I addict on mind things.. sometimes bad mind things.. so it does keep me on track coming here and working my twelfth step.. doing the AW..
And I love it.. I just love the mind.. and I want to pass on what I know.. what I have learned since we first met Janey..
Love Jackie