[jassy16]

I Just gave my Baby Girl to her Adoptive parents on December 9th 2008..i know it was only 6 days ago but i feel like my life is over ...i think that was the hardest thing i ever did....I know i will evenually make it through but right now at this point i can sit and think of her everyday.... Im scared im going to forget her...although i know i was doing somthing right becase i chose a wonderful mom and dad for her...I know that it was best because all i cud give her is my love which many say is enough but i wanted her to have more and not know what its like to struggle and grow up with no father in her life and a father that is such a bad man. The only relief is for crying for her....I Loved Her instantly and jus wish i cud be the one she calls mom and grows odd with......I want her back but i know she is better off...Its just sooo Hard......