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You continue to put yourself in that postion because you care; because you are one of the special few that fight for the kids that can't fight for themselves. And you shouldn't beat yourself up for that! It is wise of you to recognize your limits. You won't be able to help anyone if you are beyond your limits emotionally and physically and if you are stressed about your other two kids. Your dh is right. There is only so much you can do. Pray for yourself and these kids too. Place them in God's hands. He gave them to you for awhile and the love and consistency you gave made a huge impact, even if you can't see it now. Trust that He will make a way for them and for whoever it is that takes care of them next. He may intervene and send them somewhere else, or perhaps they are ready for a little less attention and really will thrive there. You are doing amazing things! I am on here because of a kinship case, and am constantly in awe of all of ya'lls stories and hardships. You are doing what many can not; be proud and have faith!!!
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