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I read your post and could almost feel your stress.It's ok to disrupt, you have to count too! It was alot for anyone to handle ! I admire you for trying.When you seen it was too much, you said so.Good for you.Believe me there is a home that can handle them, and their is a child needing you.
I too was overwhelmed when I took on siblings 2 and then 8 , I too nearly disrupted but with all that I had I made it work and it did.But I would not have if I felt I couldnt give them what they needed.In the end after 6 months I did have to disrupt, not due to kids but the parents and CW's.You have to do what works best for you.You cant give more than you can give.The right placement will come along and you will know it.Though I do think they are stressful in beginning regardless, you will know it.Best of luck to you.Hang in there you did the best you could.
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