Wow..I never figured things would get so emotional around here...my little mans FST meeting was today and they approved 2 hour visits instead of 1. And as soon as his daddy gets him apartment set up for little man the unsupervised visits will start
I am so proud of his dad, he has done a wonderful job of "getting it together" we have a good relationship with each other and I think he will still let me see little man..
Now the sad part..I am going to miss my little man so much, he has been here since he was 3mos old and he is 9 mos now...
How do you all deal with so many emotions? I have been a basket case all morning just thinking of being without him for 2 hours. How am I going to breath without him when he goes home? How can I be so selfish as to be so sad that he will be ru? haw can i be so happy that he is going to be ru.. Where did all these emotions come from and why wont my eyes stop wattering????
Thanks for letting me get my feeling out!!!!