[quote=tweg1]On Thanksgiving day my bson called. I have heard nothing from him since the beginning of August.He sounded so up beat and happy. I have been waiting and hoping to hear from him.So Why am I sad. I felt so sad after his call and it has taken me two days and many tears to get to today (Sunday) I should be elated.
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TWEG1, Congrats on your reunion! I am still searching, so I have no personal experience with what you are dealing with. Life,in and unto, itself is a roller coaster..ups, downs, sharp corners, slowing, stalling, running backwards, and then suddenly coming to a full stop. This is WITHOUT drugs. You must try to stop worrying, until HE meets you ALONE and explains his journey and the whys , of what he is dealing with. All you have hoped for is right there, but it must go slow, and with both of you on the same page(so to speak). The hoildays are upon us, and I so despise the theory of what has become CHRISTmas.....but it ALWAYS reminds ME of what this season is REALLY about. Try to take some time to enjoy what you have and what you have recieved, he is not going anywhere, and neither are you. You are a wonderful, lucky Mom to have found him, and you will do just fine, as will he...just have a little more patience. I send this with PEACE and SERENITY...
