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I do agree 200%. Same age range too! He is saying that and we have discussed it. The problem is, when do we find a place for it? I wished my mom and I grew up together too but I didn't have hostility or so much anguish that I treid to make her feel bad. In fact, I think I absorbed most of the pain to make it easier on her. I understand boys and girls are different, but when is it enough and when can we get to a place of knowing life is too short. I thought my mom dying would have taught him that. Do I continue to let him lead me into despair too? That's what it feels like he wants from me. I know that sounds horrible! He can't make me feel any worse about things than I already do.
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