Not sure what to say or do and welcome any insight. We have been reunited for 6 years and are very close. He tells me closer than anyone! So, he writes me these cryptic and horrible messages that he is afraid he's going to hurt himself or someone else. I immediately called his adad and was told he is just trying to get at me for giving him up for adoption. My son has a fantastic life, but is always unhappy. Deep depression and much manipulation, lies and deceit along the way. I love him to no end and would do anything for him but am worried I am BEING PLAYED AND GUILT TRIPPED!