[sonya47]

I will definitely go to the next hearing. I haven't been invited to any of them but will ask the CW for all the information. She did tell me the date, I'm sure if I ask she will be accomodating. I think it's important to get the facts about where the girls come from and what their history is. "A" is 16 months and will SCREAM non stop if I leave the room for a split second without her. I informed "S" that they will start visits this weekend and her mood turned completely mellow for the rest of the evening. I asked if she was excited to finally get to see her mom again after these several weeks and she said not really. My heart is breaking because I would be devastated if one of my bio kids didn't want to see me. I know she loves and misses her mom because she always talks so positively about her but she's old enough and has been through things that no one should have to go through. We are trying to make this visit very positive for her but we're bracing for possible mood changes until then and shortly afterwards. Things were finally starting to normalize...