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What is wrong with me?
I should be happiest I have ever been. My son has been home for six months and we will celebrate our frist Christmas together. Don't get me wrong, I am so thankful that my son is finally home with me and I know we will have a great Christmas. It's just that December has always been a hard month for me because the first baby I lost would have been 20 this month. I just can't help but think about him and the three others I lost. Is that bad of me? I'm trying to get past it and I don't let Zach see me upset.
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