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Hello. I can relate to you on a few levels being that I was also bi-racial and adopted by a white family, that I had gained weight as a child due to steroids from asthma, and also have an adopted mother that struggled to love or bond with me in the way I needed. I do not have aspergers so I cannot even begin to know how difficult that can make life, my only experience is from my job in juvenille corrections and working with kids that do suffer from it. This is what I would tell a girlfriend, get away from the toxic things in your life. You are stuck in a cycle and the stuff from your childhood, all your hurt is continually occuring over and over. This may not be an option for you, but I would strongly suggest looking in to what resources your state and community offer for you to live on your own, or if there is any assistive living housing. It sounds like you are living in an environment that is causing more bad than good. I wish you the best and take care.
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