[akcskye]

All I can say is ditto.

I've been pregnant 5 times, and each of the 5 times, I've miscarried.

The most recent miscarriage was about 3 months after the kids moved in.

Didn't even know I was pregnant (had to go to hospital for a dog bite), and then miscarried soon after, so I didn't have time to stew on it like you do.

I know I'd have felt the same thing, because when you've been pregnant that many times to no avail...it sure is hard to get excited.

For me, any news of a new pregnancy of mine is more like "oh great, next week, it'll be gone anyway...no sense in getting my hopes up".

I have PCOS, hormone problems and obesity from it, as well as uterine fibroid tumors...all diagnosed when I was just 23 and no telling how long I'd had the conditions...we suspect from about 19 cause that's when I packed on 80 lbs in 6 months.

Now, I don't ever get them checked up because I know that now that I have kids, the GYN will opt for hysterectomy (that's why they never did it before, I was *too young* to have the conditions and hysterectomy being I had no kids yet), and I just don't feel surgery is an option for me at this point because right now, they're not really causing me any problems.

(((HUGS)))