Thanks, startedover. I'm just feeling so overwhelmed...
How did I get here??? I mean, I know how I got here, but how could I LET myself get here?
Even the small goals seem so out of reach...I exercise, then sabotage myself by eating junk...
I don't want to be the fat mom...I don't want to be the fat wife...I don't want to be the fat WOMAN!!
But I just can't seem to stop myself! I mean, if I needed to lose 15 or 25 or even 55 pounds, I could say "ok - there's the light at the end of the tunnel".
I can't see the light right now. And the holidays and the stress I'm under right now make it even worse.
Sorry to dump, guys...just really feeling down.