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What you are going through is totally normal. You made the decision based on what was best for you and your family, and you made that decision for a reason. There are lots of "what ifs" in life - it's what makes life interesting, I think, and it also helps shape our future. We had a situation that fell through for us several years ago, and when I think about where we are now, I know that happened for a reason. It didn't make sense at the time, but it does now and I am at peace. You may always wonder about that little boy, as I do ours, but I'm okay with it, and you will be, too. *hugs*
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