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Originally Posted by Sunnylove
I wish I would have had an open adoption with my biological mother. When I was born she didn't know that she had that right. I was grew up wondering where I came from, who looked like, etc. Please keep the adoption open. It will be hard to see other people raising your child, but it will also help you to see that he is okay and that you made the right decision. Also, as he gets older and has questions, he will be able to come straight to you and ask you. So many of us do not have that option. We have to spend years trying to find our birth parents and some of us never do.
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I am sorry that you could not have an adoption that was open. I never want him to suffer that pain. I always want to be there. It's still hard though because as I met with them before I left the hospital I was torn up inside watching them hold him. It made me happy but it hurt. But I would never ever close the adoption. He is my life. I don't feel like any less of a mother. Because me and his father will always be there for him. I just want him back so bad. But I know this is best.