[jllambert]

I have been lucky and have been able to remain in contact with many of my foster children. One move to OK and the family has been back to TX twice and always visit. Plus we just got great news from them last week that they are moving back to TX only 30 miles from us ! One I get pictures and calls from is aunt and adult sister. I have only had being in contact go bad once. The Bio-mom called and asked me to help her leave the daddy. She said he was hitting her. So I helped her, and in the process saw and was told many things by her that really worried me. When she stopped staying in contact I figured she went back to him. Once I had it confirmed that she and the kids where back in that home I had to call in a report to CPS. I am not sure what has happened since then, but she knew it was me that reported them and now I know I will never have contact with the kids again. I just pray they are safe. I sometimes wish I had not seen and heard what I did because sometimes not knowing is less painful!! I would still prefer to maintain contact with all my kids!!