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actually im having a c-section the 28th of this month.. yeah haha i think, well i knwo ill be okay, ikeep writing here but ill need my time to cope so to say. im ready as ill ever be for this
i still believe in what im doing is "right" if i have doubts i will vocalize them i understand not to feel guilty for her parents if i change my mind i know this is my daughter and i have to do what ever my heart tells me.
ive become humble these past few days im trying not to freak out and just let the days roll by, its pointless to keep freaking out i have the rest of my life to do that for now i think i owe it to myself to just calm down and let my body rest
thank you all of you for your words and your compassion for you are the ones who helped me on my journey its sounds funny but iam thankful that i found this sight and that there are woman out there who are caring its nice to knwo that this whole world isnt full of mean people
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