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Mygrl4meee this is a question that I should have addressed already and am glads you brought it up. I have endrometriosis which I was diagnosed with when I was 19 and told I could not have children. My first son (not adoption) I was not on birth control due to this. My second and third I was on birth control both times. I was told that both times I conceived when the cysts on my ovaries would rupture. I did repeatedly ask my OBGYN to tie my tubes, he refused since I had done adoption. This current pregnancy I was not on birth control since I was going to a new OBGYN (I finally moved to a lager town with better health care) and was looking into getting treatment which would conflict with the birth control. As far other forms of birth control due to the severity of the endrometriosis I cannot use foam, diaphragm/cervical cap, or iud's. I don't know any other way to put this but my husband can not use condoms due to metal piercings. So here we are. And yes it does tear me up daily. These are the hardest decisions I have every made. But with my current issues I do not feel it would be in the best interest of the child to keep it and I do not believe in abortion or even the morning after pill. The only thing I can and do really hold onto for solace is everything happens for a reason and in the end the child must come before my personal feelings.
I hope this is helpful
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