[musemoon]

I always have wanted a baby ever since I was very very young. After a break up of a long relationship, I ended up single at the time in my life when I should have been planning our child.

I believe in God and I meditate everyday. I also believe that my children have spoken to me through meditation. Well, I asked God to show me my child as I felt that the chance of having the children I had always wanted was slipping from me. In my meditation a very spirited "spirit" came to me and told me that she was my daughter "Aria" and that she has big hair, big eyes and latte colored skin (I started to ponder this as my ex was not a man of color, and nor was anyone I had ever dated before...but that could change).

So flash forward about a year(ish) and every time I meditate this little spirit child shows up. I actually get a little angry at the angel and tell her that she is making me crazy and if she is real, then she has to GIVE ME A SIGN and she has to pick it. So she said...

"Pink balloons mommie, sometime between today and tomorrow you will see pink balloons" well long story short at 11:59 pm on that very day a friend walked in the door of my work place carrying pink balloons (he didn't know about my meditation...he had actually stolen them from outside of a balloon store to give a friend at midnight for her bday.) The next day a friend of mine who is a social worker asked if I had ever considered foster/adoption and recommended I contact the adoption agency she worked for as she had a feeling that fost/adopt would be a good fit for me. I said yes...and...

Nine months (and one missed call for a CC baby) later SHE SHOWS UP!!!! Aria.

And I'm just sittin' here waiting for the phone to ring with my social worker friend telling me that her little sister is here. I have a story about her too...but she's not here yet, so...I'll have to save it for later. :-)

I love my child(ren) and am very blessed that I found my family through adoption.