[jturbocarter]

i am not sure how to proceed with making contact. I do know from other threads to write a letter. but i have no idea what to say. im not even sure if i should make contact. i dont know how i fell about this women anymore. for a long time i have had resentment issues toward her. but i feel like if i dont make contact it will continue to eat away at me inside. i am also not sure how i would handle it if it turns out bad. i really dont feel i have any1 to speak with about it who understands it from my point of view. can someone help me out