Bless your heart. I wish you lived close to me. Not really. Actually I have a son I feel the same way about. I had to pray daily that I could love him with God's love because I surely couldn't do it on my own. Now after 11 years of dealing with it he is currently residing in a residential treatment center. Maybe if we had a break we could have kept him home longer I just don't know. I love the people who take care of him now and they are very quick to remind me that they don't have to deal with him 24/7 like we did. You are doing a great work keep it up! As parents who have taken these kids in to love I appreciate what you are doing. It takes a really special person to handle these kids. Don't feel a bit guilty about how you are feeling. You are choosing to do the right thing by her parents and that is really GREAT!!!!!
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