Thanks to all
I am a bit calmer now, but am still angry at the system and how it can be manipulated to suit some ill willed people. In court, I am calm, but inside I am very sad which brings the anger and frustration.
I am very willing to get any help for my nephew that he may need. I can understand that he may (wouldn't we all) be having a difficult time with all of this. I have been witness to some very shadey things said and done by both the foster parents and the state adoption workers up there, as well as CPS. IF he has any RAD or anything else I will be the first one to get him help. He had a VERY serious heart anomaly before and after his birth. I sought the specialists and am partly responsible for his survival, so I have in the past sought help for him and his mother
My past shows my very real dedication and my present.
With God, we can survive this too. The pressure is on and I feel the heat from the fire and I want action taken.
My poor babies here cry when I leave, I miss soccer games, a birthday (my 5 year old), practice, church, etc. I get sad that this is NOT how it should be for any of us. Legislation has GOT to change.
I am calling the powers that be and requesting a meeting, now is the time to be held accountable for our actions. I also have something else up my sleeve, and will let you know how that goes.
More letters, and calls, along with my next visit this week. My baby has asthma and with the cold season I fear her getting pneumonia but I have to go. She can't go with me but her dad can handle it, just not like I do. I am also in the medical field so I know a tiny bit more.
THANKS for the rational responses when this entire situation is anything but......... In the back of my head I will plan my "last resort" but for now am just pushing forward. The time we have lost can never be made up but hopefully we won't lose all of our tomorrows.