When is your due date? I still think you WILL know what to do when Opal comes into this huge world. A world that has dissappointed you, will not be the world that Opal sees. She will see an amazing Mom...whom loves her with ALL that she is...only then will you know. I promise this! Keep coming and let us know how you are feeling...is she moving more...has she dropped so low that you can't hardly walk...tell us. there is nothing wrong with enjoying these amazing experiences. Try not to be so hard on yourself...we all look back and see the what ifs...the whys...but in the end nothing can be gained from that. We just have to take all that we have lived and the experienc of all those life journeys...put them into the future. I have always told my son(he is 29) and I still do tell him..."It is only a mistake IF we do not learn from it...It is a lesson IF we do!" Lots of HUGS TODAY AND TOMORROW...AND WHENEVER YOU NEED ANOTHER..COMEHERE
