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Originally Posted by SchmennaLeigh
I mean, part of me gets it. But the part of me that is more about my daughter and less about me fights with that other part. Sure. It hurts me. But if it ever came down to it, I would want her to know that I put up a good fight (for lack of better terminology).
I don't know.
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I can't do what I do for him though if I am miserable and depressed.
I am all about my son, please don't think I'm not. However, I still need to protect my heart and I can't walk around being wounded and hurt all the time, that wouldn't be fair to my son either.
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First mom to the amazing Kiddo and adopted adult.
1-4-2009 Mom and I visit Kiddo despite the bad weather. He really loved the blue mittens I made him and even helped me plan my living room. Apparently Hot Wheels wallpapper is the way to go.
2-16-2009 I got a promotion, that comes with a raise. Mom and Dad are visiting and we're going to Al's for pie to celebrate.
4-27-2009 Dad surprises me with a Lady Ugly Stick (an awesome fishing rod that is pink) and a 2nd Iowa Light Artillery Battery jacket. I'm a lucky girl!
5-30-2009 Kiddo turns five. It is hard to believe he is that old already, it seems like just yesterday he was being born. I was at peace for the first time on his birthday, what a nice feeling.
6-13&14 2009 A cannon live fire in Casper WY. We got third place and I got to see Devil's Tower for the first time, it was pretty awesome.
7-4-2009 Amelia the kitten comes to live with me and Liz. Talk about jealousy, Liz will adjust though.
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