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I have irrational anger too! And I'll come out of hiding to share, LOL!!!
It really annoys me that DD's a-mom doesn't go out of her way to acknowledge a lot of what I share with her. When I was planning my wedding last year, would it have been so hard for her to shoot me a message asking how it went? We were myspace friends for a while, and I know it sent her an e-mail that it was my birthday, it would have been nice to get a "Hey! Happy b-day!!!" e-mail. I go out of my way a lot to keep her up to date on that stuff, my updates are full of them it's hard to forget. Every once in a while it would be nice of her to go out of her way to say "Hey! I remembered!!!" I kind of feel like "friends" do those things, and sometimes I'm like "Hello? Friend?"
It would be nice to get on the x-mas card list. Don't even know if she sends x-mas cards, but would be nice to get one. Even an e-card. Even a response to my e-cards?
Of course there is still the lack of follow through, though it is a bit better, I'm getting responses to most of my messages now, and they are more detailed, but the pics... argh!!!! Still waiting on two sets of pics. Don't get me started on the phone call, it's been a year now. But I'm used to it.
Baby steps Brown...
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For what's the point if you are never free to say
This is what I believe
This is a part of me
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But only meant to be"
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