[Ann07]

We are just in the begining of adoption #2.........starting to apply to agencies and get our homestudy updated. This is so exciting for our family.......I dream of another child, I dream of names that I like.......BUT I am afraid that we won't ever be picked, I am afraid that we won't hear back from the agencies with good news, I am afraid we will wait for years, I am afraid that I won't get to be a new mom again, I am afraid of so many things..............

I know this is the adoption world, it sure is like trying to get pregant.....it brings back nightmares! I just want to vent and I guess I may be looking for words of wisdom!

I know my child will find me, I have faith and will never give up trying.....it is just hard when you are dealing with what if's.