Well yeah....in my heart I didn't feel like I was his mom....I mean I had just watched his mother give birth to him kwim?
Complicated!
PS Didn't help that it was the instrument I cut his cord with that gave him staph!  Talk about guilt!
Anyhoo, now things are perfect so I will dwell right here in perfect land for as long as possible.
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