[bumblebeeskies]

It has taken a lot for me to say what I'm about to say, and I hope I don't get flamed.

I don't understand something. If my bmom did not want me as a baby and 30 years later wants nothing to do with me, I don't understand why she didn't just have an abortion. I can understand that perhaps she wasn't in a place to care for me back then. However, there had to have been some idea in her mind that it was at least POSSIBLE for me to find her as an adult? She is not religious, so I know that had nothing to do w/ her choice. Maybe I am just rambling.