[kakuehl]

I'm so sorry your mom is not there for you through this. I know the feeling of needing that hug! I'm glad you had that good night's sleep. There's one thing I believe very strongly: God is with you. (Whether you have faith or not.) God loves you unconditionally. Unfortunately, unconditional love doesn't make everything in our world happen the way we want it to. You are in my thoughts and prayers this night. May you sleep well again.