[mdesi]

I have never had a successful pregnancy. I got pregnant after 4 years of trying, twice on Femara. Both ended in a miscarriage. A year later, we did IVF, got pregnant, and had a m.c. At the time I cried to God in anguish, and was pretty angry with him. I told him about it. I prayed and asked why he would give me a heart to be a mother, and no child to mother. Then, I started meeting people who had adopted. Everytime I prayed about my infertility or faltered on the idea of adoption or cried out in anguish about IF, God put someone in my life that had adopted. He has made it crystal clear that this is my path to His plan. (Although we are having a minor financial set back, I still think it will happen.)