its not that ive never concidered "keeping" her its just the fact that once i have her i feel as if ill be to head strong to let her go even though i could be going over board, i almost dont want to take that risk. im thankful for all of the input
is it normal to be scared?
even when you look at both options?
i dont want to regret what im about to do. in regards to keeping her what if i regret that and letting her go what if i regret that?, i knwo no one will or can give me the answers thats something ill knwo when i see her. just not knowing how ill react is eating me alive inside, im the kind of person that needs a plan i need to knwo whats going to happen how i will react when it happens, i hate being clueless and not knowing ( just like everyone else)
im meeting with her parents the 17th of this month and im still nervous i feel as though im not asking the right questions. is it all right to step out of line when meeting with these people?
I started writting letters to Opal when i was four months and reading them only seems to make it "feel" more real then talking about it
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