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Originally Posted by SchmennaLeigh
My worry, of course, and thus the reason for the extended internal debate, is that ... I don't want my daughter to think that her existence worsened my life. And then, at the same time, I don't want her to think that giving her away, to use the archaic terms, was the best thing that happened in my life.
Truth be told, it falls somewhere in the middle. I am neither wholly better nor strictly worse for having placed. I have changed, grown, learned, lost, grieved and, well, here I am.
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I think the same way Jenna. I don't want Supergirl to feel that it was the worst or best thing that happened to me. That is why I am still working on me. My confidence is nothing. I don't have any.
Tolerant: only because I have to try and work on a relationship that is one sided and it has made me less tolerant of everyone else in my life if they cannot make up their minds to something simple (like, what is for dinner)