I feel very relieved to hear that I dont have to think about a reunion right now...i want to take control of this i don't know how to accept it or grieve it anytime i think about it i feel like its too painful and i just want to never think about it again so i don't feel that pain again...any advice on how others got to acceptance or went through grieving? i've only come up with ed which is just making it worse...I'm only at the very beginning right now with trying to feel ok that i'm adopted because up until now...even now i feel like i don't want to be and i want to ignore it...so for now i want to work on starting with changing that...i have no idea how to do it...but i want to try...Everyone has really made it comforting to talk about on here and i appreciate that because even coming here to post takes a lot for me to do...it took me a while to even look for something like this...so unfortunately i'm moving very slowly...
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Not flesh of my flesh
Not bone of my bone
But still miraculously my own
never forget
not even for a minute
that you were born not
under my heart
but in it
best thing my amom ever gave me
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