will it ever stop hurting?
when did you feel that it didn't hurt too much to think about your adoption? does it ever happen? any advice at all on how to cope with it? i don't have a clue and i feel like it hurts too much to think about so i bottle it up and every time i am forced to think about it i cry and cry and cry til i can't anymore...how can i make peace with it? i have an ed from bottling up my feelings for so long and i don't even know how to think about it anymore...my ed therapist told me i'd never beat ed without making peace with this...please any advice? i don't know what to do i just know it hurts...
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Not flesh of my flesh
Not bone of my bone
But still miraculously my own
never forget
not even for a minute
that you were born not
under my heart
but in it
best thing my amom ever gave me
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