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Dearest Melissa,
Oh sweetie how I remember that feeling so well. Frist take a deep breathe. Yes it will be hard but oh the joy that it will bring. I adopted my oldest and when he was 9 months got pregnant with G2 and when g2 was three months got pregnant with g3. So I had three babies under 2 1/2 years of age. It was hard and to be honest super hard where I just kinda of laughed and cried thinking of the irony know that God had a plan and a sense of humor. My kids are now 4,3, and 2 and life is so much easier and full of joys, happiness and smiles. My kids are the happiest kids around and love each other very much and our super close. Yes they do fight a lot but they are fiercely protective of each other. It scary and anxious time when you are expecting your second child. Will I love the child? Will I have enough time? Will I love this child different than my adopted one? THe answer is yes, yes, and no. I love all my childern and apperciate every momment with the the bad, the good, the ugly, and superb!!!
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