[keds]

I'm certain I'm not the only one, as a bmom/bdad,amom/adad, or adoptee who feels some days that it's just so unfair. We all love, forgiveness is that but WHY does it hurt as much today as 28 years ago (or less for others). I know the hurt of wanting children and not being able to do so and the joy that adioption brings, but there is still a "nagging" feeling. I can't speak for those who are adopted but as a bmom I have felt pain. God only knows why, but today, I feel blue and I'm sorry but the forums have always "been there" for me so I thought I could "spill my guts" and we're all still okay. Thanks.