[taramayrn]

[quote=MoonlightLoveAngel]Also so sick of all the literature and TV shows about giving birth and babies that all focus on people all happy about having their baby and ready to parent. Makes me feel even more inadequate as a human being that this kind of thing makes me unhappy. I know I'm a freak of nature, why do I have to have it rubbed in my face. I know, it probably can't be helped, that's how most of it is directed. Most people that don't want kids are usually smarter than I've been and take precautions.
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I'm sorry, I know it doesn't seem fair does it!? But you are not a freak of nature, just a loving mother putting her child's best interests ahead of her own.