Thank you so much for all of your support!! After really thinking some more and being at college, there's a strong part of me that's thinking maybe I'm really not ready to parent. I mean adoption was my initial thought, followed by the want to parent, but now I think I've kind of come to the realization that I just don't know that I'm ready and I know I can find loving parents who are. That's not to say that I just don't feel like putting the work in to parenting or something; it's not that at all. I just don't know
cetalley--Wow! I can't believe you had to make this decision with twins..how amazing. I hope you're able to find them soon; good luck. Can you tell me a little more about what you went through, even if it's through PM? How did you know?
mommytoEli, minibus, djvj, kakuehl, happygmom and eveyrone else, THANK YOU SO MUCH. All the advice is wonderful, and I'm certainly learning a lot I never knew.
Thanks again for everything
