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I'm so sorry that this happened to you. I lost a son almost 7 years ago when he was 17 years old. I cannot begin to tell you how many stupid experiences I have had. I've decided to believe that people are clueless and just don't think. Ariana's birthday and the anniversary of her death will always be hard for you and I have found that the weeks preceding those days are the hardest, some sort of dreaded anticipation. You are now a member of a club that no one ever wants to join and the outsiders truly don't understand. I will pray for you today and on Ariana's birthday, I know how difficult it will be. Hold Ben tight and love on him extra. My Ben was 7 years old when my Joshua died and I'm sure he got really tired of all the extra hugging and loving.
Laura
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Mom to 3 bio-sons (Joshua: forever 17  , Adam 21 and Ben 14)
and waiting for our Princess Ana (DOB 6/14/06)
10/14/01 My first son at 17 went to live with God
5/22/07 Referral accepted of beautiful 1-year old
8/31/07 DNA Match
9/29/07 PA!!
10/25/07 SWI
2/11/08 Registered with CNA
2/18/08 In PGN!
7/03/08 5th BMI attempt successful & we were there to meet Ana's Birthmom!!!
7/15/08 Out of PGN, praise the Lord!!!
7/18/08 BC applied for-Cuilapa, Santa Rosa
9/08/08 BC received today!
9/09/08 Passport!
9/09/08 Orange!!!
9/10/08 2nd DNA
9/19/08 PINK!!
9/29/08 USE!!!
10/1/08 HOME AT LAST!!!
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