Lou,
Please do not despair! You are a wonderful mom to a big family, especially two girls that are so close in age! Goodness, I'm overwhelmed with just Jess. I think you are an amazing woman to mother these two blessings!
I wish I could say something else to relieve your stress right now- all I can do is send some hugs your way-
Remember you are one person- don't expect so much of yourself. I admire your ability to "say it how it is" about motherhood! For all the joy it brings there are those moments of "Good Lord, how can I do this?!?!?!" Little Essie will just need some time to adjust, as will every one in your family. You know on this forum you have support and your own cheering section!!!
Keep your chin up- and vent all you need to!!!That's what we're here for!
