First - I'm proud of you for posting how you feel and being honest about what you are going through. Sometimes just "talking" to someone who understands can help you to deal with all of the emotions you are dealing with.
I remember feeling very overwhelmed with just ONE child, but feeling like I couldn't admit it because we had waiting so long to become parents that I didn't feel I had the "right" to complain about how much I was struggling. I definitely went through Post-adoption Depression. Wish I would have asked for help.
I hope that things get better for you. I don't have any advice for you... but when things are really tough for me I just try to remember that it is a season and will one day pass. I hope this "season" ends soon for you!!!
