[Emmesmom]

I had my fd from 3 days old to 5 1/2 months. I lost her a month ago to birth parents. They want an open relationship so I was able to see her the first weekend for an overnight visit. I became concerned when I changed her diaper that her female area was much redder then I had ever seen it and I actually saw the opening which I had never seen before. I actually had never taken much notice to that area except to make sure I cleaned all the creases after a messy poop. I panicked and called my cw who said she was no longer involved bc the baby was no longer in fostercare. so i called the C&Y agency and just said I noticed a difference and was concerned. I didn't want to accuse bc I really didn't know what I saw. I don't think anything was done by the agency now the family is going to let me have her again this weekend. I'm afraid of what I will see and I can't take her to a doctor because I have no permission. It did not look like diaper rash. any ideas?