[MSkorseth]

It sounds like you made a real investment emotionally and financially for the child you were expecting. While the greaving is hard, it proves that you are ready to love a child with your whole heart. I'm so sorry that you have been so hurt in this case. I'll be praying that you are able to heal so your heart can recover from the loss of this child. Hopefully your heart will open for another child to love who's searching to find you. Definately pamper yourself and be extra kind to yourself for a while until you're feeling stronger.