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Thank you all for your comments. Some of my fear stems from the same fear that Travis (ex-boyfriend) has. He has been told by both of his parents that they wish they had aborted him, that he was a mistake. His parents got married when his mom got pregnant and they did not love eachother. His dad has told him since he was small and he remembers his mom telling him when he was 12 that he was not wanted. I personally think telling your child they were a mistake is a horrible thing to do but what if I just think it? What if I resent my child for being born before I was ready, but then again what is ready? I know that I did the deed that created this result, however, this is a big consequence. And I hate to say it but I guess part of me is right there with Travis somewhat hoping for a miscarraige or a birth defect that would make abortion seem settling in my mind. I really hate being in this situation, and I am all hormones....
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