[Sparky7]

First off thank you so much for replying back to me i thought no one would. Second me and my ex are not in love but we do have feelings for one another more than friendship. He and I have been very honest about it and we decided that even though there are feelings being a couple at this time would not work and he doesnt want a relationship and i dont ethier. I know we have to have trust in one another i'm just so scared that i'm puttin it on all the line again and if it gets to tough he goes again. It's really going to take time for us to really trust eachother on both ends. I didnt expect this i had thought i would have to be the one to find him years later not him find me just a short year later. I thought i would yell and scream at him but i started laughing and listining to his problems and him mine. It's different yet the same. Is that normal to not have hate for a birthmother or birthdad? I would love to hear more of your story and any advice you wanna give me thankyou again.