Not knowing who you are
I found out that i was adopted when i was nine years old and now im 17. My step cousins on my fathers side were joking about it and i didnt believe them so of course being nine i asked my parents and they said it was true but they were waiting for the right time to tell me. Is there ever a good time? Well i was crushed and couldnt talk to any of my family, i mean they werent my family to me anymore, thye lied. I didnt know who i was anymore i felt like a part of me was missing i met my mother that year and i still talk to her and visit her but i cant find my father. One day i found my adoption papers and his name was on them. Billy Keith, I want to find him to fill in the gap i have. Its hard seeing as im not 18 yet and i dont think he's looking for me. None of my friends understand so i really have nobody to talk to about this..
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