Well this past weekend it has been a year for me that I have had my b-sons a-name and his a-parents address. It took six+ months until I actualy got to talk to him on the phone (very short conversation) then two very short F2F and one voice message. During that year and even now I am checking the caller ID every time I leave and come home again. Hoping to hear from him. I know I am suppose to take it slow "One Day At A Time" and I am TRYING
But it is hard. Are there any ideas on how often to try to call ( the phone that is his girlfriends says the voice message is full so did he ever get a message), did he get any letters since the first one in July hmmm...
How often is it OK to send a letter when all there is is silence? What are the rules? Do I just wait for him to call or write? I don't think he will write but I did enclose a stamped self addressed envelope and hope maybe he will do that. I think I know the answer but need some encouragement. I just want to know that all he is doing is taking it slow. The not knowing is the hardest part.
I kept him in my heart in a little box and meeting him now the box is open
