Thanks Guys...I needed that! Right now I'm feeling kinda helpless and lost. I'm known for my GET 'ER DONE motto and I just can not make my voice heard. I am not giving up; however. I have both eyes open and Brandon's well-being will continue to be a priority with me.
They along with my parents will be our guest on Labor Day ( it's also my Birthday, BTW
) and while I really enjoy having family over I'm actually interested in seeing if their drinking habits have changed. Ugh...I hate feeling like I'm an undercover detective
but I can't help myself.
I will admit that having seen him the other day he appears to be adjusting well. He was laughing and playing and attempting to offer my baby his toys and sippy cup! His burns are healing well and he will not need another skin graph, but did require a 2 inch one before he left the hospital. His boom-boom rash is all healed so between my S-I-L and my Mom his needs are being met and my Dad has bought a car seat for his SUV! OK he did say "Tray, this will be used for Aidan someday" so maybe I'm a tad bit jealous, too.
Look, Guys I'm going through a lot; I still have major baby-blues at times, my girls are Sr.'s and constantly discussing heading out to the west coast for college next year, my reunited daughter is being soooo normal that it is scary
LOL; she probably bought my son 5 of the cutest outfits ever this week and got me a book on homemade organic baby food which she wants us to make together. I'm feeling very scattered today.
I'm glad you are all here and here for me. I need to know that despite what my family says or doesn't say, I am not being paranoid, and you guys validate this for me.
Tracy