[loveccl]

Hey ladies...

Well I'm here tonight cause I'm feeling a little out of it. I'm going through some stuff that only my fellow b-momma's can help me w/. My lil man Caelan is now 3months old. I gave my birth son CCL up 14 yrs ago. Caelan is my first baby in that 14yrs. Right now I question everyone and wonder if they will try to take Caelan from me. I do work part time but Caelan's dad watches him those hours. I have a friend who watches him now and then as well. I accuse Caelan's dad of wanting to steal him from me. (He never would!) I also question anyone who wants to spend time w/ Caelan. I am almost to the point that I want to get rid of all my friends and make sure no one has access to Caelan.

Has anyone went through this sort of desperate feelings??? Please help I feel a bit crazy! It would kill me to loose Caelan.