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Originally Posted by ChromaKelly

I thought this would be the easy part! Instead, every day I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack about something!

Today, I can't get a hold of e-mom ("C"). She had her meeting with the agency social worker, and the agency told me it went well, she likes us, feels comfortable with her choice, etc. So I tried to call C yesterday afternoon and evening (we had set up that I would call every afternoon to check in on her, and she sounded happy about that). I called again today, got the voice mail. She can't call me as she can't make long-distance calls. From what C has told me, she's pretty much stuck in the house. So, is she out somewhere? She has two small children, where would she be? Did she freak out and take off? Does she just not want to talk to me? I called the facilitator to see if she's checked in with them.
Or maybe this is all nothing I just keep missing her.

OMG, I need a drink!

Nothing about any of this is easy, sorry to say. Every stage is hard. And how do you get through it? One day at a time... or one hour at a time. Maybe she is struggling in her decision. I'm sure it's a toughie for her. But maybe she's at peace and is enjoying these last few days before the baby arrives. Hang in there... and (((Hugs))))